God's grace is so completely amazing!!! My husband and I had an incredible time last night, which was beyond our wildest expectations. We met up with a couple of people and it rocked. There was a peace last night when the four of us got together that we had been missing for over a year and a half. I was anxious before we met to the point I was certain that if I ate I would throw up all over these people. And anyone who knows me should know that if I don't eat, something is very wrong with me, obviously I must be ill.
I was so afraid that we would walk away in a worse place then the mess we were already in. That was my ultimate fear. Nothing like that happened, instead it was more than I had hoped for all of this time. I got two of my friends back, and I was so completely thrilled (and relieved). These are two wonderful people who I am glad to have back in my life. They are loving, loyal, deeply faithful people. These people are about to have a baby and I could not be more happy for them. I hope and pray that everything continues to go well.
So, now I would like to say "mission accomplished," however I think I will just say that this mission is underway. We have a lot to catch up on, so it could take awhile to caught up again. However, from last night forward my approach for these relationships will be respectful and loving. Contrary to what I thought I was capable of giving, I trust these people completely. God has given me a gift that I cannot ignore. I feel elated to be able to have this love and trust in my heart. I have faith that God will forever be in our hearts and in our relationships with each other.
Now I guess I have to focus on the next big thing! August 1st is fast approaching!! :)